✨️π Good morning to you, how are you doing? All well I hope π
I'm late . . . I'm late . . . for a very important
date . . .
(I may be singing π΅πΆ that as I type π)
I'm not really late ππ as it's only me running behind with what I had planned . . . patience I tell myself . . . slow down I tell myself π and breathe . . . moments aren't meant to be rushed.
I'm linking up to ✨️WOYWW✨️ with the lovely deskers πonce again. Hosted by the gorgeous soul that is Julia . . . thank you so much Julia ✨️π«If you'd like to be a part of a heart ❤️ warming community . . . then please pop over to Julia's it is the most welcoming of spaces ✨️π«filled with beautiful caring souls.
Here's my desk right now π€¦♀️ yes, I did stand on my stool to take the photo ππ
What can I say π€¦♀️ I've been busy π
This little ✨️whisper popped out my pencil ✏️ on Saturday . . . I've been going back and forward since then . . . listening to the whispers.
Such a lovely commission to work on . . . bride and groom . . . I'm so happy with how they're turning out . . . almost finished π₯° a wee touch here and there today . . . before wrapping them up in a glossy coat . . . to protect them for years to come π
the groom π€΅♂️ looking very swish
Surrounding them in little details πΏ
from her painted detailed veil . . .
to her π bouquet.
The π¨ paintings underneath are ones I created from a few years ago.
They go through a few scary stages π in the beginning . . . they whisper away . . . sometimes we even . . . tustle . . . but I find what they want . . . is always right π€·♀️π
While there clothes were drying π
(I didn't want to smudge her veil )
I turned from acrylics tooo watercolours and πHope . . . she calmed me yesterday π afternoon.
The workshop is rapidly getting closer . . . I've been a busy bee π getting everything ready for Saturday ✂️ butterflies π¦ are definitely in residence in my tummy now . . . to calm myself . . . I took time out . . . to enter her magical world ✨️ losing myself to her with π¨π colour.
I'll let you know how it went next week π
ANXIETY
is a dreadful thing . . . It's grown since mum ✨️ passed next door . . I told it to go away . . . it isn't welcome . . .
I am not going to let it destroy who I am . . . or stop me from doing what I love and what I was born to do.
I am born from love πand light ✨️
I have so much love ❤️and joy✨️ and✨️ good things surrounding me . . .
I am so thankful π for it all.
I am refusing to let it smother me!
Phew . . . should I delete this?
No . . . I'm going to leave it . . . It came through my heart then fingers on my phone as I typed, so there is a reason for it . . . I may have got a wee bit teary eyed . . . but it's okay to feel,and
it's okay to feel vulnerable.
⭐️ It's what makes us stronger ⭐️
Did you spy this wee whisper of a doodle ππ¨ on my desk . . . just another moment to be quiet yesterday . . . to be calm . . . to remind myself . . .
I can . . . I am enough.
I'll finish her up then add her words . . . yes the pinny whispered to me π
A wee glimpse out back from a few mornings ago . . . It's coming together π₯° sooooo happppppppppppppy & thankful to the man in my life π₯°❤️ππ
I best go . . . leave you in peace π I may have slept in . . . ever sooo slightly π΄ but . . . it did mean I could take photos of my desk in the light ππ
Thank you for taking the time to read my ramblings π and vulnerability π I'm leaving this post as is.
Maybe ... just maybe it will help someone π«
I'm wishing ⭐️ you a day filled to bursting with love ❤️ with joy ✨️ with light ⭐️ and wonder
for all the little things in life . . . our time here is short and so very precious.
Wrapping you up in humungus hugs π«
Catch yooou later
Tracy
XXX
2 comments:
Oh you just fill me with so much joy reading your words as they skip and hop along the page... Adore the pinny, love the colours and splatters are my absolute favourite part of watercolours. Glad you left the vulnerable part in, we forget we are all human and often suffer alone in our own little bubble of sadness so sharing helps us to realise we are not alone in our strivings - so thank you for being so open. Adore the bride and groom bauble totally delightful and made me catch a glimpse of the heart angel I got from you a while back, "You are forever Loved". Hugs Bj#10
What a joyful post again this week , hope that you feel less anxious having written it down. Gorgeous artwork, goes without saying. Happy woyww Helen #1
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